I need an intervention. I need a intervention preventing me from diving into the chocolate. Or even the ice cream because Josh bought ice cream too. I am in deep touble here today because I am wanting to eat anything that is not good for me and that is not VEGAN. Well, I allready had chocolate today. However, it still affects the calories I have eaten today. I am trying to do anything becides indulge.
You know, I once had an ex boyfriend tell me that I was addicted to the medications I was taking. He told me I was no better then a drug addict. He obviously had never seen a bipolar patient go through mania. Well, I have never been addicted to drugs. Thank the Goddess. Instead, I am beginning to think I am addicted to chocolate and sugar. I am not joking. I just get these impulses to eat sweet foods. Not fruit. Just chocolate and pastries. I am not even hungry! I think I am a sugar addict.
Today I found myself googling sugar addiction. I believe there are such things as sugar addiction. I believe in it every time I walk down the street and see someone sipping sodas. I believe it every time I see the pepsi truck go by. I am one of the Americans who have got to kick the habit. Becides, excess sugar is not good for a pregnant woman.
I got to laugh, though. I am allready prepared for the pregnancy cravings. Pickles and ice cream and donuts. Actaully the craving I got in my last pregnancy was for BBQ chips on top of chocolate ice cream or chocolate merengue pie. Yes! I had the bizzare cravings. I wonder what the next pregnancy will be like? What cravings will I have then?
Well, on a more seriouse note, I am going to quit cold turkey. Even if I am not addicted I need to shake this. It is not going to be easy. I am going to have to find other things to do. I am going to have to snack on fresh fruit and vegetables to curb the cravings. I do not want to do it anymore. I want to go vegan, I want to lose weight and I want to have a healthy pregnancy. I am quitting the habit. I need to because the impulses to indulge are really strong.
You know, I once had an ex boyfriend tell me that I was addicted to the medications I was taking. He told me I was no better then a drug addict. He obviously had never seen a bipolar patient go through mania. Well, I have never been addicted to drugs. Thank the Goddess. Instead, I am beginning to think I am addicted to chocolate and sugar. I am not joking. I just get these impulses to eat sweet foods. Not fruit. Just chocolate and pastries. I am not even hungry! I think I am a sugar addict.
Today I found myself googling sugar addiction. I believe there are such things as sugar addiction. I believe in it every time I walk down the street and see someone sipping sodas. I believe it every time I see the pepsi truck go by. I am one of the Americans who have got to kick the habit. Becides, excess sugar is not good for a pregnant woman.
I got to laugh, though. I am allready prepared for the pregnancy cravings. Pickles and ice cream and donuts. Actaully the craving I got in my last pregnancy was for BBQ chips on top of chocolate ice cream or chocolate merengue pie. Yes! I had the bizzare cravings. I wonder what the next pregnancy will be like? What cravings will I have then?
Well, on a more seriouse note, I am going to quit cold turkey. Even if I am not addicted I need to shake this. It is not going to be easy. I am going to have to find other things to do. I am going to have to snack on fresh fruit and vegetables to curb the cravings. I do not want to do it anymore. I want to go vegan, I want to lose weight and I want to have a healthy pregnancy. I am quitting the habit. I need to because the impulses to indulge are really strong.
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